guh. i just got news that one of my really good friends from back home can't come. it's so last minute, and my brain is already mush from going over details and schedules and stuff constantly, that i can't even figure out how to feel. i'm so sad. i mean, i've got a ton of other people coming that i'm so excited to see and can't believe they're all coming up here to attend our wedding. but... it's hard to hear when people that mean so much to you can't make it.
sigh. im exhausted. i can't wait til monday, but i wish that everyone i wanted there was there,